It’s an awful feeling. No one is ever as concerned about relationships as I am. I’m a clinger. Once I get to know someone, it’s like i turn into a psycho zombie that is crushed with any sign of detachment. I wanna find out how to stop. I want to stop caring about the people who have passed through my life, so much. All it does is hurt me. Why? Because I am forgettable. That means I am easy to push aside, easy to over-look, easy to stumble away from, and it’s the most horrible fact about my life. Once someone else has forgotten me, I am left pining for their attention, or to at least convince them that I am doing fine without them and i forgot them too. Which ever feels right at the moment. I flip-flop back and forth. I wanna learn how to detach. So I can move on, and forget them faster than they can forget me. But most of all, i just want to be unforgettable.